I question my life
Feeling so doomed
Sitting alone eating in the bathroom,
Why am I different?
Why am I always sad?
Why does no one love me?
Why do I hate myself?
People are cruel and mean
So I can’t lean
On anyone not even the dean
I feel so alone in this class full of bullies
I feel like they scream, punch and hate me for no reason
For there are more important issues in the world like treason
Again I question myself
Why am I different?
Why am I always sad?
Why does no one love me?
Why do I hate myself?
People ignore me like I don’t exist
I wish I could use my fists
But I am too scared to stand up
To those who hate me
Maybe I should flee,
I wonder if that would be best
I Think I should pull that trigger and think of how life would be better
That’s what I might do, since life has no meaning
Why does no one love me?
I wonder if anyone would notice that I am gone
Maybe they would, maybe they won’t
I bet the only think they will miss is making me cry
While they are all thinking that I should die
That’s why I should pull the trigger
And save them the beating.