i reminisce on it
i study it
i even try to disguise it
many eyes lurk at me
their body languages offend me
many of them say "you can't hide it"
who do i blame for the producing of my past?
my enemies-who i thought could relate to more
my family- who had abandoned me
my parents-for their lack of presence
god- for letting all this come to past
or me- for my actions, choices,
trying to hide it with lies, faking,& smiles
it doesn't work..
it just reveals more
you can't hide it they say
i reminisce on it
i study it
but no matter how much i try to hide it still lives