If only you knew how quickly we are falling apart.

If only you knew you are my very best friend.

If only you knew that I miss you so much.

If only you knew that it’s too late to go back.

If only you knew that I don’t deserve you anymore.

If only you knew how much I love you.

If only you knew I don’t feel bad this time.

If only you knew how much I put up with.

If only you knew how many nights I spent waiting.

If only you knew that I can’t listen to that song without crying.

If only you knew how your smell still lingers on my sheets.

If only you knew how much I want it to work.

If only you knew how much I want to be with him.

If only you knew how easy it would be.

If only you knew that you’d never be able to catch me.

If only you knew that I never meant to hurt you.

If only you knew I just needed more love.

If only you knew how beautiful it should have been.