I'm home alone, sitting on my bed.
I'm hugging my knees.
they're tucked against my chest.
I've got no more distractions.
My tears are falling free like the rain outside my window.
I'm drowning in my tears and I'm tired of sitting here without you.
sometimes i stare into the distance.
My friends all say are you o.k?
I lie and say its nothing.
Even they know the cold hard truth is: I'm still missing you.
If i had a star for every time you made me smile I'd be holding the sky.
We used to get ourselves in trouble.
If you could one of us you'd fing the other.
We used to be so close.
You caught me in your spiders web.
why did it have to be like this?
I don't understand.
Why did i have to move away?
I wanted things to be the same.
Why does it hurt so bad to know that i can't see your smile?
i desperately try to remember what you sound like.
I'm so fragile and easily broken down.
so i try to do my best for you, even though your not around.
when i get mad and feel sad i remember you hated when i frowned.
therefore try to turn my attitude around.
I never liked to see you sad so i never gIve up.
i hated and still hate letting you down.
i place my hand over my ever beating heart.
for Ive always remembered you and always will.
through the good times and bad your on my mind.
i wonder if the tears i cry in secret will ever dry.
i love you forever, for you were so kind.
as i draw this to a close darling you should know.
i pray us fated lovers shall one day meet again.