Guilt and Hate

April 29, 2012
By Doctor_elisa PLATINUM, Columbia, South Carolina
Doctor_elisa PLATINUM, Columbia, South Carolina
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Favorite Quote:
"There are limitations and there are protocols and I’ve been warned that I’m not supposed to threaten or beg for pieces of someone’s soul."

Richard Siken, ‘The Long and Short of It

"My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean" -unknown

You're such a show-off
with your pretty little hair
and glowing eyes
waltzing around; doing whatever you please
the guys adore you
and the girls...
well, I wish I could say they fear you

but you're just so kind
so humorous, nice, funny
I almost hate you
because all I want
is for you to stay away from
from what I consider mine

but it's not like I have any right
any claim on him
he barely knows I exist
so I can't actually justify hating you
but I do
and I feel so guilty
but I just can't care
because you're touching him
and I just want to kill you sometimes

but then he walks right past me
not even a glance
and in my despair I swear to myself
she can have him; what do I care
but then you touch him
you hug him and smile
and the jealousy and anger is back again
along with the despair

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