Broken and Lost

Alone in the world.
Everyone around me,
But no one there.
With no meaning I feel.

Alone with myself.
My presence haunts me.
My faith failing,
Spirit bailing.

I am at one with nothing,
Wishing to feel something.
So deep inside I am there.
But I can’t find me.

I hear myself talk,
Lips not moving.
I stand in shock, awe even.
Acknowledging the looming.


Stiff, I am with mock.
No one knows it is there.
Hard with emotion,
Knowing it where.

I hear the cracking,
My life shattering.
The darkness moving in,
Overwhelming with sin.

My body breaking,
Hands shaking.
I am gone.
My body and mind no longer in song.

Ashamed I feel,
For shattering my seal.
Everyone helping,
No difference they are making.

Alone in the world.
Everyone around me,
But no one there.
With no meaning I feel.

Alone with myself.
My presence haunts me.
My faith failing,
Spirit bailing.

I am at one with nothing,
Wishing to feel something.
So deep inside I am there.
But I can’t find me.

My world has gone dark.