Maybe Tomorrow but not Today

In the dusty corners of my heart
There is still a place where you live
It might be your counterpart
But the best thing i could do is to believe

Your voice still screams in my head
Telling me that i am better off dead

I follow my heart and its you
How i do it i have no slightest clue

Bittersweet memories of our dream
Guide my soul to an evil scheme

I have a pain so deep you will never see
So i locked it away and hid the key

I fake a smile everyday
So that people don't see me this way

I buried my feelings deep inside my soul
Its the only thing that keeps me whole

And when i see you i close my eyes
Its an immortal torture that never dies

You leave me to deal with this anguish alone
I have managed so far my sadness unknown.

Will this pain ever go away
Maybe tomorrow but not today