Let it STOP !

April 26, 2012
Is your heart breaking inside?
Mine is.
When you left, I just lied.
I told myself everything was fine.
My heart then drew a line.
It broke more since that dreadful day you left.
I never regained my strength.
I never found my happiness.
I never... moved on.
Now, almost a year later, I lie here and wonder.
Do you ever think about me?
Is there anything I could have done?
Have you forgotten what we had?
All those long nights,
Every sweet words said.
I haven't felt the same since.
New people surrounding me.
They know me, yet they also don't.
Can they see the pain hidden behind my smile?
Can they see the tears that are slowly creeping through?
I tried to move on. I really did.
Yet, at the end of each day, you still consume my thoughts.
This feeling won't go away.
Maybe, I'll wait.
My death bed will wait for me.
That's when the hurt will stop.
When the clock has it's last tick,
When I take my last breath.
I can STOP...

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loveissmiles said...
May 9, 2012 at 7:49 am
Eeeeeppppp Ashley this is Beautiful! Its awful in the painful way, and that's what makes it so good. The raw emotion is there, and thats what makes it real. I TOLD you you should get on here,,,you have an incredible amount of talent.
SuNshiNe007 replied...
May 9, 2012 at 8:42 am
Wow, I love this! Great Job. And loveissmiles is completely right. You do have an amazing talent! And this is very beautiful!
Love,A replied...
May 10, 2012 at 9:45 am
Thanks you two.Winter, I'm glad I took your advice. It's helping to bring my inspiration back(:
Thanks both of you!!
SuNshiNe007 replied...
May 10, 2012 at 11:24 am
You are very welcome:) Oh and my name is Tamara.
Love,A replied...
May 10, 2012 at 6:30 pm
Oh, well thanks again Tamara((:
SuNshiNe007 replied...
May 14, 2012 at 8:14 am
Ha, Your welcome:)
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