Why must you do this
Iknew no better
You left me weak
you left me young
you left me before you knew me
tell me why did you abandon me
i was innocent
i was defenseless
i was pure
but you decided not to be in my life
so you left me
you have no idea what you missed
you missed my first cry
you missed my first sigh
you missed my first word
you missed my first laugh
you missed my first crush
you missed my first love
you missed my first heartbreak
you missed my first cut
you missed my first steps
you missed my first child
you missed it all
you know nothing there is about me
not even my middle name
just to let you know
you missed my first birthday

...so...
explain why...why not come back
to the seed you helped create
why not help explain why you left
me abandoned

...if you do come back...

...why...
dont say because you care
because if you really cared
i wouldnt feel abandon by you
...but yes i forgive you
even if you dont care...
...i forgive the fact that you werent there...