A weak thump makes up my pathetic heart beat as I fall against the wall. Tears sting my eyes, and I hit my fists against the wall. Why?!?!... the word echoes down the hallway and continuously in my head. Why did I go to his house? Why did I trust him?... Why did I push away all my friends? Why did I hurt everyone I ever loved or cared about? I am sorry... so very sorry... the words and questions ring through my brain but don't make it to my mouth. I shake my head and drown in my tears. Who could love someone who has hurt everyone? They all must hate me... and... I hate me too. I wish I could undo all I did wrong... how I failed everyone... Hurt all of you. I am so sorry. My heart feels likes it's bleeding and the blood is slowly killing me... and my tears suffocate me. The string I am hanging on to his slowly breaking... I dont know how much longer I can hang on.... I... I am sorry...