What did you do,
when no one understood?
Pray to god on your knees,
or run away with the hood?
Did you lie, did you steal,
did you cut open your skin?
Did you give into the darkness?
Did you give into the sin?
Did you run?
Did you hide?
Did you feel locked up inside?
Did you curse, did you swear,
did you wish someone was there?
did you dig yourself a hole
and bury your own body deep?
Fill your body with sand,
while gripping the note that you keep?
Did you drown yourself,
lonesome,
in the depression?
Were you afraid to admit
you were hoping for a recession?
Did you lie to yourself,
hide what you were truly feeling?
Did you drink yourself dead,
seeing no use in healing?
Did you ever think of rescue,
of salvation,
of will?
Did you consider I'd be here,
waiting for you still?
Did your thoughts ever turn
to the little girl
you left behind?
Well that girl has grown up,
and you've run through her mind.