I am alone.

I am terrified.

I am lonely.

I am weak.



I am alone.

I see your presence.

I hear your yells.

I feel your anger.



I am alone.

Your voice loud-ens.

Your veins pop.

Your body tenses.



I am alone.

I try my best.

I think I understand.

I am a failure.



I am alone.

I am yelled at for my mistakes.

I am sorry.

Yes, I am alone.



One day I will be wanted.

One day I will leave.

One day I will be free.

One day I will live the way your supposed to.

One day,

I will be strong enough to say,

goodbye.



But for now,

I will remain,

alone.