Coming home while love is lost,
Missing those precious moments
That you could never get back.
Trying so hard for the love and respect
But knowing it will never return.

The excitement of love as you arrive,
And sudden fear and anger arise
This complicates your life unexpectedly.
Life is more difficult than ever before.

You want to stay but know you can’t.
The stress and emotions get to you
Your fear and anger rage wanting life to be perfect.
You can’t control how you feel,
Knowing this will never last.

They say this but mean that,
The screaming and yelling you remember.
The horrid moments no one wants, and
Wishing you never came back.