I seem to be a solid rock,
but I am not.
I seem to be a smiling sunshine,
but I feel like a dark shadow passing around.
I seem to be a joy,
but I am just one girl that is lost.
I seem to be quiet,
but it is because of the past that has changed me.
I seem to bring love and kindness around,
but I am the one who needs love and kindness.
I seem to be a bird flying way up in the sky,
but no, I have no wings to fly away, and no freedom.
I sit here alone,
sinking deep into my thoughts.
I can feel my mind,
drifting away form my body.
I am lost, I am confused.
I don't know where to go,
it's like i'm trapped deep down in a dungeon.
I feel clueless,
about where I belong.
My friends, and my family,
brings happiness, but its never joy that I can keep in my heart.
I only have one life,
I should treasure it.
As my mind slowly sets back into my body,
I now know that life can never be perfect like a fairy-tale.
I just have to push through all my struggles,
and while I am still here,
I need to gather all of my happy thoughts,
stand firm like a warrior,
and enjoy life.