i am not the same girl you once knew
i am renewed and refreshed and more hopeful than ever
i am not the same as i once was
my past speaks for itself
it screams the truth in the lies
but most importantly the silence that has always
been around me
i am not the same as i once was

my pain is lives on
the words still burn in my ears everyday
and the scars will never fade away
i am not the same as i once was

this is a girl full of hope and trying
dying and crying
failing an falling
just a mess
but a mess that doesn't have a path
a mess that drags on and on leaving me,
worn out
into pieces

but i am a different girl these problems used to know
the pain
the hurt
has made the girl you once new
into the girl now
who knows some important info
she is meant to be here, now and forever
and that without all my mistakes and pain and tears
she would not be the girl you see standing in front of you today

i
am not the girl you once knew
you knew a girl of pain behind masked eyes
you know a girl fighting the pain behind hopeful eyes
i am not
nor never be again
the girl
you once knew