My heart is bare
And
My mind is oozing with thoughts
I want to stop thinking
And just live,
There is no one there,
All my friends live on the internet
There is nobody here
In
My
Room
And so I talk to myself
In my head
I think
And think
I want to stop thinking
Yet I can’t
I have conversations with myself
In my head
This is normal right?
Everyone has to do this
My heart
Feels
So
Hollow
I want to love someone
And Care,
But it seems like
Every
Single
Time
I open up,
They don’t care
Please never love me
Everyone that loves me
And I love them
I end up hurting them
Please leave me alone at all costs
I have myself to talk to
In my head
So leave me alone
I have myself
Though please don’t leave me
I need you
I need someone
Please try and understand
Oh!
What’s the use?!
You’ll just
Judge
And leave me
Like everyone else
So give up on me
I only understand me
Go away
Wait
Please don’t stray
Too far
I need you!
I really
Really do.
But I assure
I’ll end up
Hurting you
So leave me as you must
And I will converse with my head
Yet
While this hollow feeling,
Won’t stray away