my bloody denial
has broken us apart
my denial of darness
and the theft of my heart
your everlasting linger
in my everlasting life
and being the only other source of darkness
that could help me see the light
the only thing that kept me back
from myself and kept me sane
but i can only kill and die
im the only one to blame
i loved and i forgot
that you were the one and only
andthat i only saw
and fell for the surface
only to fall underneath
until i felt your presence
at that palce that day
and that you were my begotten

o my horror what i had frogotten