“No”
Is all I’ve ever heard,
The sound of a fake sorry follows
Only adds to the overflow of emotions
“It’s okay”
Is all I’ve ever say,
The painful lie
Plants itself in me
And grows to a question
“Why”
Is all I’ve never known,
Repeating over and over
The question changes into hate
Into despair
Empty
Is all I ever fee,
The loneliness, the sadness
Eventually tears
All these emotions build up
Over the years
Looking
Is all I ever do,
In search for someone new
Someone to hold onto
But, that person only comes
Once in a while
Happiness takes control
When I find the one
Who gives me goals in life,
Blind
Is all I am,
For I fall to see,
The one who gives me goals in life
And gives me something
To hold onto
Will make me hurt too.
Repeat
Is all I’ve ever seen,
These events happen consistently
Changing here or there
But always ends up
With “no”
And letting go
“Yes”
Is all I’ve ever want
But don’t deserve.