In our mind:
Peace and love is what we wish for, dream of. Joy and prayers is what we long for, think of. Happiness and freedom is what we hope for, want. Pain and hate is a thing of the past. Loyalty and faithfulness is what we're about. Trust and relationships are two peas in a pod.
In Reality:
Peace is what we avoid, love is what we hate. Joy is what we oppose, praying is what we reject. Happiness turns to pain, while true freedom will never exist. Pain is what we accept, hate is all we achieve. Loyalty is betrayal and faithfulness is all a lie. Trust will never be gained because relationships always end up with more than two. So forgiveness will never happen.