Shouldn't I be talking about the feelings I have towards you? I can't for some reason, because I can't seem to put it into words. Your different from the rest I guess.First time I met you, I knew I could trust you. I can't remember a time I ever felt that. Knowing a stranger could be trusted as if he were already my best friend. Now that we are closer, I am afraid to tell you what is going on with me. I'm afraid if I can't talk to you, I might just go insane. The words are unspeakable, just like the ones I barely say when I am with you. Hearing your voice makes me smile and feel loved, unlike the times where I feel nothing at all because there is distance between us. I know it is silly to actually have this feeling, so I hide it. And because of who you are, you will never hide it. But because of who I am, I will never reveal it.
March 5, 2012