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To Live as if there is no tomorrow
I am in the middle
Of a dark long tunnel
The color black illuminates my life
As I try to find my way out
Through optimism and hope
It all seems like such a big joke
OPTIMISM
HOPE
They say that time heals
For me
Life simply goes on in a HAZE
Each day looks the same
I love my schoolwork
Something I can throw myself into
Forget the past
Not think about the future
Not concentrate on the present
Just live each day
As if it were my last
Live each moment
As if there was no tomorrow
They say GOD is there
I say I am confused
Which god I question
Why is he rewarding me like this?
I question
What have I done to deserve life the way it is?
Why does life seem so hopeless at times?
Why do I wake up in the morning?
Feeling that life is meaningless
It is only monotonous
I look at the people around me
Partying and social circles
Takes over their minds
How can one be so laid back I ponder
Each day I stand outside my door
I hate going “home”
Nothing feels secure or safe anymore
I rather live on the streets
At times
I want to change my name
Get a new identity
And start a new life
At times
I want to run barefoot
On the streets of the city
Through the hustle-bustle
The traffic and the roads
Run till I find my inner peace
Run in random directions
Till I find my place of solitude
At times
I want to move away from civilization
Escape the social norms and unwanted advice
Live my life the way I see it
Through my values
I don’t want to follow always
I want a voice
At times I am simply confused
Confused between my emotions and logic
Confused at the decisions life has put in front of me
I wonder why I am being tested so well
Why life is playing such a game with me
There are too my rules to remember
Paths to follow
It all ends up in a mismatched puzzle
Where the puzzles don’t seem to fit in right places
Like my scattered mind
I am confused
In spirituality
Decisions
There are so many unanswered questions that rush to my mind
Are there even answers I wonder?
Is this just a phase
Or is it a flow
To life
Life…
I love sleep
Because life tends to fall apart
When I am awake
Sleep is the bliss of life
My blanket gives me peace
I stop thinking
Just dissolve away
In the depths of darkness
Peace…
None can shake me, wake me
They say you cannot escape life
It will all pass
I look back at the months
Peer into the kaleidoscope of time
I wonder for how long I have to be patient
Before everything stops being meaningless
The color black that illuminated me
Turns into a rainbow
I don’t see my mum’s death face in front of my eyes all the time
I get restful sleep
I move on
Accept change
THE NEW LIFE
Live with it
Relationship with dad improves
I don’t hate him
I don’t love him either
There is just too much of anger
About anything and everything
That refuses to melt away
I feel like going home
I remove the mask of fake strength I happen to wear
And cry….that would be the best thing to happen
Before I finally find my way out
Of this dark tunnel
Instead of sinking deeper into it
Find my inner peace
My place of solitude
Life has given me some special people
Someone who inspire me to live through each day
I believe you can never have too many friends
You can only have acquaintance
But some people enter your lives
Leaving their footprints behind
Etched in your mind and heart forever
They don’t have to be related by blood
Or be a cousin
They can just be anyone
Someone
Who shine the brightest in the sky in the end?
Yes because they inspire me
TO LIVE
To live as if there is no tomorrow
To live life till the end
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