You are the disaster in my life

Everytime I wake
I ache
From the pain
I am no longer sane
You took that away
In every possible way
I can't stop it
I am stuck in a pit
Lost forever in this life
I tried to take this knife
But it did no use
My sanity is loose

Your soul
Is so cold
Back up before I kill you
Or maybe rip you in two
You are done
No longer seen as the sun
You are the hurricane
That caused everyone pain
Just leave You are NOT wanted