I just fell out of heaven
And landed facefirst
On broken glass
Except I was the one who shattered.

A snake slithered into my heart
Wound around it tight
Squeezed it until it burst into pieces.
One is lodged in my throat
That's why I can't speak.

I'm bleeding inside,
All of everything is running together
In a messy blur that I can't read
But I don't bother trying to.
Is some of it leaking out my eyes?

My mind has shut down completely
Nothing makes sense.
I don't comprehend anything anymore
I see without seeing,
Hear without listening,
Speak without knowing what's pouring out my mouth
The only thing I feel is empty.

Beneath the current of despair and remorse
I feel clear,
But not in a good way.
Like someone came in and took everything.
In a way, they did.
Everything.

Why did this have to happen?
Why did....
Look at me,
I can't even say it.
Can hardly think it.
Pathetic.
My lungs just stopped working.
I have an ache in my gut the size of Texas squared.
My eyes burn
I can't even tell if I'm still crying
My ego no longer exists.
But I don't care anymore.

I don't care anymore.
About anything.
Except that.
You.
Her.
It.
The End.