She promises herself
It'll be just one more time
And then no more
But she's made these promises
A thousand times before
She's hidden the blade
Away from everyone else
Somewhere she hopes she'll forget herself
But the whole world knows that she's depressed
The whole world knows her life's a mess
What people don't understand is the reason why
And the reason why she needs to lie
Nobody understands why she can't be truthful
And be the person she longs to be
If somebody looked deep in her eyes
I wonder what they'd see
Would it be a fantasy life
Or would it be reality?
Only she knows the answers
But she'll never tell why her life's a living hell