Ugly is Life

H*** rips open.
The d***ed suck the marrow dry.
Maggots they all are

All the wh***s-

All the sinners-

All the hypocrites and liars a like.

Father dear,
Mother dearest
Condemned us all
Under false pretenses-
Under whim-
Under blame-
Under hate.

Who knows?
Who cares?
The damage is done,
and undoable.

So now I’m trapped here,
In this box
as it gets smaller and smaller.
Just waiting-

Begging-

Yearning
For the day I finally suffocate.
To join the free in eternal rest

Free of all the pain of living-

Free of all the torment of feeling-

Free of all the never-ending agony of these chains that confine us all.

But for now I ache…