for you it was over before it began
nothing but another week
nothing but a bad idea, a mistake
but to me it was everything
it was a chance that i blew
a memory to be saved
a dream to be forgotten
and a choice that i shouldn't have made
to you it was nothing
a simple relization that she was what you wanted
a silly adventure with no meaning
and a foolish journey not all the way taken
but to me it was a smile
a lose of tears
a chance i was so ready to take
but i was right in every way i didn't want to be
i knew the truth but i wanted to forget it
knew the deck was stacked against me
but i wanted to change it
i fell in a place i thought i never would
i just wish it had been more
a chance at forever
a few more smiles
and maybe a kiss
but all i'll ever be is a friend to you
and now i know that's true
it was always all up to you.