decision making

February 3, 2012
to leave or not to leave? That is the question.
Whether to stay here with you and try to enjoy life the way it is,
or to leave with dad and have a better life.
We both know that I can't do this.
That I can't decide between life in general and good opportunities.
I mean, that's what America offers, right!
Thinking of this right now gives me a headache.
Knowing that I'm leaving tomorrow is not the best feeling.
Feeling that dad is not alone in the house is none of my business.
But I got to ask.
What if they don't like me and pretend that I'm not even there or what if they do like me and suddenly get too close to me.
We both know that wouldn't be a good thing, right.
Life without you isn't life at all.
Missing you at least for one hour is a lifetime pain.
Now, that I know the decision is mine, there's really nothing I can do at this point but to keep asking myself that same question over and over again....
To leave or not to leave? The question without an option.

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