I'm sorry

February 5, 2012
By Jessica. SILVER, Lynwood, California
Jessica. SILVER, Lynwood, California
9 articles 0 photos 43 comments

Favorite Quote:
Call no man happy 'till he is dead


Dying.
Who would have thought, 
You've make it sound so pleasant. 
Have you realized what you've done to me? 
Crushed my spirits.
Wiped smiles off my face. 
I noticed you weren't there in the crowd clapping for me like you promised. 
I searched and searched convinced it was my eyes who fooled me,
You fooled me
Broke my heart
You had to be there, you were my favorite, 
But where are you now? 
Dead?
As far as I know, 
I never wish you death but it wouldn't matter to you if it came for me
Maybe it would, but only then would I realize you did care
You've made me cry
Without realizing, you made me feel pathetic
I don't remember hearing you say those three words
I love you, 
Did you ever?
Did you ever love me? 
You can't choose your family, I'm sorry you ended up with me
I'm sorry to have caused you so much trouble
Was I annoying as a kid? Am I still as bad? 
Is this why you left?
Is this why you needed another girl?
I always thought I'd be your only little girl, I always thought you'd love me. 
Oh, how was I so easily fooled. 
I know now what the problem was.
Me, but fret not, 
For I'll be gone 
Soon enough, and hopefully by then you'll see the pain you caused me.
You'll see, my death wish was partly your fault.


The author's comments:
Again my brother, he was a big part of my life, he was there for me even more than my dad was but things change. Time goes on and nobody stays the same.
Hopefully you guys don't take your siblings for granted, or any of your love ones for that matter.

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on Apr. 24 2012 at 2:58 pm
pageturner PLATINUM, Brooklyn, New York
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It's okay to daydream.. just as long as you get to do some of those daydreams.

I have a brother and sister. So I can tell what you mean. Btw, is there any way you can read some of my stuff too?

on Apr. 23 2012 at 8:10 pm
Jessica. SILVER, Lynwood, California
9 articles 0 photos 43 comments

Favorite Quote:
Call no man happy 'till he is dead

oh thanks, it means alot that you took your time to read some of my work (:

on Mar. 19 2012 at 5:08 pm
pageturner PLATINUM, Brooklyn, New York
34 articles 0 photos 94 comments

Favorite Quote:
It's okay to daydream.. just as long as you get to do some of those daydreams.

this is a really cool poem. I love the unexpected twist about the guy hurting you being your dad. btw, thanks for posting a comment on my article: My First.




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