Only One

I feel like her.
And I don't like this feeling.
It's something that I've never felt before.
But it's something that I don't want to feel again.
But I guess this feeling will never go away.
And I will have to deal with it.
Because I wasn't your first.
And she was.
But you were mine.
And you will be my only.
No matter what happens between us.
You will still remain my only.
That is just how it will be for the rest of my life.
And I don't know how to exactly explain that to you.
But I guess I will try my best.
If you will ever want to touch me again.
Or have anything to do with me after this.