Sometimes...
I don't know how to get myself out of the positions i put myself in...
Sometimes...
I wish i could just stop breathing...
Sometimes...
I wish i didn't let down everyone who comes near me....
Sometimes...
I just wanna leave this place and go somewhere new where no one knows me...
Where i can start over...
Why do i have to lie??
Why can't i just be honest?
Why can't i just be as talented as everyone else?
Why can't people just trust me...
I lied about one thing, and now i feel like everyone is hardly even trusting me after one thing.
hardly any friends.
I thought i knew who my friends were...
guess not.... why can't just make my own world? Why is this world so hard to fit in to???