The Feeling.

I miss it.
That wave.
Overwhelming.
Something’s stuck in my throat.

Emptiness.
Sadness.
Anger.

A mixture of everything.
Don’t get it anymore.
Feeling heartless.
Stronger than bulletproof glass.

What’s wrong?
It’s frustrating.

Why can’t I?
Too much has gone on.
I feel nothing.

I’ll explode.
Just like dynamite.
Boom.
Everything bottled up is flung.

Endless wave of torture.
Burning feeling in my throat.
Un-even breaths.
Relief comes later…