Please...

January 10, 2012
Why are you so cold toward me?
What did I ever do to you?
One day you tell me that I'm the only one you could ever trust and love.
The next day...you're gone.

Now you say you hate me and that you never want to see me again.
Why though?
Why don't you tell me what I've done wrong?
Tell me, please.
I'm dying on the inside not knowing.

Whatever I may have done wrong, I am sorry.
Just please don't be mad.
If you tell me what I've done wrong, I'll do whatever I can to fix it.
Why can't we go back to the way were before?
Why?

You give me reason we both know aren't true.
You hurt me because I know you know none of it is true.
I know you hurt, even if you don't admit it.

I know you still love me.
I know you still trust me.
I know you.

So why are you mad?
If anyone should be mad then it should be me.

I have defended you, I have fought for you, I have gone against what everybody said to do just to make sure that you didn't get hurt.
But most importantly, I loved you.

Some may call me stupid and tell me just forget about you.
Forget about everything you told me.
But I can't.
And if you ever ask why, I'll answer you.
I hurt.





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Neytiri said...
Jan. 29, 2012 at 12:02 pm
I am literally crying... profusely! O my God why you're only publishing this now, I'll never know. It is exquisite. Keep it up honey!! x x
 
SarahJean2014 replied...
Jan. 29, 2012 at 12:16 pm
Thank you, this was actually the first poem I had ever really written that was from the heart, I barely gained enough courage from this experience to post it until now:)
 
SilverSun said...
Jan. 26, 2012 at 10:56 pm
That brought tears in my eyes. Omygosh that was so pretty. You really have poetry nailed down- write MORE MORE MORE!
 
SarahJean2014 replied...
Jan. 29, 2012 at 11:53 am
Awww thank you so very much:) comments like this are what helps me keep on writing and to never give up:D
 
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