Hiding Emotions.

January 4, 2012
By peanutbutter2998 ELITE, Greenville, New York
peanutbutter2998 ELITE, Greenville, New York
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Favorite Quote:
"You are your own person. Nobody can change that. If they do change you, You are no longer yourself. They cannot make you better or smarter or better looking. They can only make you worse."-Natalie (myself)


Trapped inside me.
Am I supposed to be upset?
If I am, why do I laugh?
If it's supposed to be funny,
why aren't I laughing?
Invisable.
Undescribable.
I can't tell you what I mean.
I can't explain.
It's too hard to put in words.
If I'm about to cry, why do I smile?
Or If I'm really excited, why can't I sleep?
Everyone acts so normal..
When something is wrong, they tell someone.
But me, I'm different.
I build it all up inside me.
Until I try to just run away from it all.
It all follows close behind,
dragging memories too.
Ones where everyone's happy except me.
I've never had one of those:
"Laugh so hard you cant breathe"
moments,
in forever.



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