So easily,


It comes to everyone else

They have this sense,


This fluid sociality

they flirt,



there is no awkwardness

To them,


its all meaningless

so easy,


words flow

Their thoughts are coherent


borne on the air



flowing through the minds of others

There they fit comfortably


they cause no stiring

and though my deepest need,


is to impact and change

Still I envy


the ease they posses

Everything glances off them


it all has so little meaning

Where Everything shakes me,

Each word lingers in my being


and flowers on my lips,



but it is not always easy





or Beautiful

I am too charged with emotion,

to filled with passions, and words


to posses any eloquence

I am plagued,


by awkwardness

Gregarious


but tactless

What I want to say


Comes out in broken bits

I am left silent


and wordless.