I Should Have

I should have
I could have
but I didn't
I made a different choice
I've made a lot of choices
where I could have done things differently
where I should have done things differently
important choices
that could have your view of me different
that could make my view of me different
that did make all views of me different
I look in the mirror
I look at the person staring back at me dead in the eye
I start to cry
I'm trying so hard to remember the name of this girls staring back at me
but all I can see is a dead face
emotionless
broken
I should have
I could have
but I didn't
I made a different choice
I've made a lot of choices
where I could have done things differently
where i should have done things differently