it's fine if you wanna die.
it's not like anyone really care.
they blind you with there smiles.
there laughs, and good nature.
blood that binds me
sorrow controls me.
nothing matters.
I take this message from u.
and sleeps forever.

never to wake.
only to relive this never ending nightmare you have given me.
smiles softly to self.
I was dead, and still am.
some people deserve love and happiness.
never to know what that feels like.
only iced hands gripping tight.

slipping away slowly from this world.
back into mine
leaving you forever, please don't care.
you'll find better.
just say goodbye and walk away.