A heart no man could truly win.
I was told that, when i was too little to comprehend.
To fill my pages with sorrow.
That was my only desire.
When i look back on endless days of dreaming.
Longing for something to call love.
Love? the world brings a beast no one, not even myself could hope to tame.
For I've giving up on everything.
kill me by your hands of empty chambers leading to happiness.
Since i loved you.
But i knew somewhere inside your heart, you didn't feel the same.
When something dies, something else takes it's place.
Why couldn't i care that he really didn't want me.
I guess i just needed someone to think about when i closed my eyes each night.
As long i as could hold on to someone, or something.
If i disappear before you wake.
Then my life could say that i was happy.
Simple smile becomes a weep, my bliss yet nothing.
Calling for me by a name I've left behind, nor could imagine once more.
Dripping roses a girls best friend.
Yet i can't see.
Till the day i dared to call this love.