I want to scream with joy. I want to cry with sadness. I want to run with anger. Why is everything so darn confusing? I'm helping people in ways I could never imagine, but I think that I am still haunted. I want to be able to forgive. Forgive and forget that is. I want to start new and fresh. I want to be able to just lay down and let my mind wander. I wish I could let it go. To be truly happy all (or at least most) of the time.