Lost by Dawn

December 2, 2011
By invisible.ink.pen PLATINUM, Pacific, Missouri
invisible.ink.pen PLATINUM, Pacific, Missouri
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Favorite Quote:
"We choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them,"
-Kahlil Gibran

I've lost all will to live
I have no want to change
I hope to suffer in my silence
No one sees my hidden fears
Nor do they notice my secret tears
Look in my eyes. . .
Do you not see me begging for you
I crave your affection
I desire your love
I yearn for you to notice me
No one hears my silenced screams
Tears rolling down my cheeks
The serpent bites at my heart
I draw a daggar
All I have left is you
And you don't even see I need you
I've lost all hope
I have nothing to give
As I've got nothing to gain
I bid you all good night
'Fore the moon is at it's highest
I'll go to rest enternally undead
I leave myself before dawn
~ <3 ~

The author's comments:
I've been in and out of a depressed state for the past year and this one shows that side of me. I know it seems kind of dark emo type but it shows how sometimes when you need someone really bad they never seem to notice.
Which explains why if I see or hear about someone being upset I'm automatically dropping everything to make sure they are okay. A friend of mine recently committed suicide. It's always the ones you least expect to do it. She had a seemingly perfect life. The grades, parents, boyfriend. All of it. But it turns out she had a secret depression.
If anyone reading this is depressed or just needs someone to talk just know you've got me. I know who wants to talk to a stranger. But you'd be surprised how much easier it is talking to some random person than it is to your best friends you've known all your life.

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