I don't want to feel ugly anymore. I don't want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find another revolting reflection. I don't want to have to change seven rI'mes because i look unattractive in half my clothes. I don't want to be afraid to wear a bikini anymore. I don't want to worry about if i ran out of makeup because if i didn't wear any id look disgusting. I don't want to constantly feel the need too look in the mirror not out of vain, but to make sure i think I'm at least decent looking and not ugly like i know i really am. I don't want to wuestion if i should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a pound. I want to be beautiful. I want to naturally attractive and have a gorgeous body. I want to wake up and feel confident that I'm pretty. I hate having this body, but i hate having this low self confidence of mine even more.