I just feel this awful sadness in me.

Tugging on my mind and soul.

It brings me down to the depths of the unknown.

I can’t comprehend the dread i feel.

All i know is, i feel sad and lonely.

This ever growing void in me.

It slowly eats away at me.

I can feel myself slowly change from the person i once was.

I really want to change.

Something better, more meaningful.

But, my mind doesn’t command me anymore.

Nothing controls my zombie like state of mind.

My imaginations have been put on hold.

My heart soars wild,

But is always shot down by disappointment.

I don’t know what to do with myself.

This young soul is rapidly dwindling down to death’s steps.