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I did it just to feel something instead of nothing.
It didn’t feel right when our bodies were touching.
I want to keep doing it so I don’t feel so alone.
Things have happened and I feel like I have lost all control.
I walked my broken heart through my bedroom door that night.
My hair was disheveled and so were my clothes.
My mind was in disarray and I listened as my heart sped up.
I was nervous and scared, but the pain soon numbed the doubt that was filling my mind.
I never thought I would be in this postion, and it took me so long just to unwind.
A while later my clothes were scattered across the floor.
My innocence was not there anymore.
Questions raced throughout my mind and my legs couldn’t stop shaking.
I was overwhelmed and that’s when I knew I had made a mistake.
This was a nightmare that I could not be awaken from.
I now had to deal with what I just did, and it could never be undone.