I am sadistically alone

November 9, 2011
foreversacredblueblood BRONZE, Sandy, Utah
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Favorite Quote:
"I am the author of my own life, unfortunately I'm writing in pen and can't erase the mistakes" -Bill Kaulitz
"I will try to live with love, with dreams and forever with tears." -Yoshiki Hayashi


I am sadistically alone
I wonder why I was born into this world
I hear a train screeching to a halt
I see a blinding light
I want to escape myself
I am sadistically alone
I pretend to love myself
I feel my heart beating from my chest
I touch the fabric of time
I worry about myself
I cry more than a human should
I am sadistically alone
I understand the world is cruel
I say it's time heal
I dream of a place far from here
I try to learn of any escape
I hope I can heal
I am sadistically alone.


The author's comments:
I have struggled with depression and worse for years. This was am "I am" poem about me reflecting on the things I used to do to myself... And me trying to heal.

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