No trust

November 8, 2011
By Aubrie PLATINUM, Lancaster, Ohio
Aubrie PLATINUM, Lancaster, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
"I'd rather be hated for what I am than loved for what I am not." -Kurt Cobain
"you know my name, but you don't know my story."
"The only true mistake is the one you don't learn from."

These eyes are unseeing
This heart is not beating
My thoughts are decreasing from sense
No more
I am in a dark forest
Unspoken of, unheard
My steps filled with caution
But I follow this unknown trail
I create this forbidden path
Marked with confusion and loneliness
Im distant, far off
Living in the midst of my haunting past
My mistakes that I cannot revert
I will never find an oasis

We are all drowning
Trying to swim ashore
Trying to stay afloat
These memories, they haunt me
Regret fills my being
I am not me, no more
I've given up, no intervention
I cant rid of the habits I possess
I hide within myself

Who are you, friend or foe?
To you my guard is down momentarily,
But i am rebuilding
My walls of protection
My thoughts are concealed
Revealed from these written words
But I will not let you in,
For I am untrusting
Afraid of judgement
This close proximity frightens me, leave me be
I'd rather be a lost soul

I don't have a rescuer
You aren't my rescuer
You are the blame
My mind is clouded and opaque
For I am lost in a world of uncertainty

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