I want to

Hear the music
From headphones
Let it block the
World out
Just so I can be me
I want to

Write a book

About a pair of brothers

Who hate yet love each other

Who are the only person

The other one has
I want to

Scream and shout

Above the crowd

Let them know I am here,

That I will not

Go away
I want to

Tell my story of hate

From being on both ends

Of the spectrum.

Criticizing people

And having it returned
I want to

Jump of a building

And survive

Skydive for the adrenaline

And be able to say

“I have”
I want to

Paint a picture

Of my mind

Let you in to see

How messed up

I am
I want to

Travel all around

Maybe have a house

In Germany or Russia

That I might

Never visit
I want to

Find a place.

A place to call my own

Whether in a book

Words

My mind

Or in the world