I can't feel my heart today, I can't feel my heart today. I feel as though I am heartless, with some substitute that's the equivalent of a heart but isn't MY heart. Some strange phenomenon, like I was born without a heart, just something that feels like one. On the verge of tears I stare, I stare confused into the hole where my heart seemed to be once but isn't anymore.

Part 2:
I am holding someone else's heart but I don't know who's it is. Bullets of confusion riddle my brain and cause vast chaos within me. Holding another ones heart, holding it hostage until that person who's heart I posses surrenders and stops firing those bullets I hate so much. And gives me back My heart.