I look at you in desperation
you turn away and laugh,
i cry alone and suffer,
and you can just hold back,
you tear me up piece by piece,
neglecting me each day,
never thought id meet someone,
who could "love" this way,
i love you at the very most,
i sometimes don't know why,
when everyday you look at me,
you create another lie,
i know you cannot see it,
but trust me that its true,
each day that you just put me down,
i still have faith in you,
my time is running out here,
my blood is getting thin,
you cut me deeper once again,
a tear drops from my chin,
something else gets more important,
than me to you each day,
i miss when you would run and hold me,
like you were here to stay,
im scared of what the future holds,
and whats in store for me from you,
but hopefully you'll show sometime,
that your love is really true.