I am poem

I am smart, dark
I wonder how my life will turn out
I hear the devil laghing at me
I see death in front of my face
I want this life to go away

I am smart, dark
I pretend this life is a dream
I feel death staring at me
I touch my future life
I worry that my family will die
I cry when i think of my father

I am smart, dark
I understand that i earth for life
I say that jesus will save me
I dream that im dead
I try to stay alive
I hope that every one will be alive
I am smart, dark