It's just an infallible innate feeling I behold.
Uncomfortable of the teachings I was told.
It just never made sense & I could never accept.
But I never told my parents, not to ruin my rep.
I am vitally scared of how my parents will react.
Praying to Allah that our relationship stays intact.
Just the beliefs, words, and teachings ring through.
I can easily believe them, they all seem so true.
I'm going to take it slow because I still feel uneasy.
Still brings me to a state where I feel rather queasy.
It's a huge step, and I don't want to be wrong.
But I still have to convert sometime before long.
I will learn as much as I can, catch it all in my mitt.
This was upstarted by a lost feeling turned inlet.
Thank you for helping me discover all this.
Although I feel left out of things potentially missed.
Oh well, I can still take advantage of my new belief.
Mine-swell not dwell on feelings of missed grief.
Inshallah, I will be able to lift this weight off my shoulders.