Pictures

October 20, 2011
I always look at pictures
I don't know why

But it's not like if I look at them
It will turn back time

We don't look at pictures for that
We look at them
To recapture a
Moment we lost

To remember what life is worth
More than
Smiles
More than happiness
More than
Childhood

Sometimes life is worth the tears even though it doesn't seem like it
At the moment
It really is

Pictures are a moment frozen in time

Sometimes I wish I was a picture
To just be
Frozen in
One
Amazing
Moment

Not only that,
But
To go back to my childhood
I don’t want to grow up anymore

Everyone wanted to
But then they realized how horrible
Life
Is

It didn't’t live up to their expectations
It didn't’t live up to the scenes in those movies
When the guy always got the girl
And the girl always got the guy

But that’s not reality

Can’t we just stay here?

I don’t want to move

Remember
When we were younger?
When we didn’t care?

When
All we cared about
Was
Smiling

When
All we did
Was
Smile

And wish to
Grow up

And we are grown up

But we’re too grown up to smile
No one smiles anymore
You'll never find anyone
Smiling

I envy those people

I want to be them

I want to go back
So bad

I wish
Someone had filmed my life
I wish
I could close my eyes
And open them
To see
My life on a
Screen

But I can't say I didn't live a wonderful life
I did.
I wouldn't trade those
Memories
For anything

The question is
What would I
Trade
To have it
Back?

Everything

I would leave everything behind
Just to relive my life

Not to fix anything
Or change anything
Just
To watch it
Like a movie

Everything

For those wonderful
Memories
Of my life

How I wish I was a picture...





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